boyfriendssssssss !
talkk about stress !
goshh , yess idid just write my note on ' cuffing seaason ' , but things have changed since then .
dont get me wrong now i loveee my boyfriend !
but its just at the moment idk .
do you ever feel like you just want some time to your self ?
well thats how im feeling rite about now , i mean i dont want him out of my life ijus feel like being alone to focus on other thing in my life like my GRADES that are rediculous & my future .
looking around school im seeing all of these people on there A game & ijust feel like im missing out . iknow ihave sooo nuch more potential , my standards are just not set high enough , & me having a boyfriend is really side-tracking me . having to spend time with the them , text/call them, & balance out school & chores . whewww ! thats alot of stress on my plate ! but the thing is idont want everrr want to loose my baby , he is my everythingggg . you know maybe thats my problem , im putting him on a higher pedastool than my self & grades . but being that im a strong young lady . I WILL GET THROUGH THIS ! & over-come any obstacle that is being put in my way !
- shyshy (: