Monday, November 30, 2009

ughh . . . thee boyfriendd thingg;

boyfriendssssssss !
talkk about stress !
goshh , yess idid just write my note on ' cuffing seaason ' , but things have changed since then .
dont get me wrong now i loveee my boyfriend !
but its just at the moment idk .
do you ever feel like you just want some time to your self ?
well thats how im feeling rite about now , i mean i dont want him out of my life ijus feel like being alone to focus on other thing in my life like my GRADES that are rediculous & my future .
looking around school im seeing all of these people on there A game & ijust feel like im missing out . iknow ihave sooo nuch more potential , my standards are just not set high enough , & me having a boyfriend is really side-tracking me . having to spend time with the them , text/call them, & balance out school & chores . whewww ! thats alot of stress on my plate ! but the thing is idont want everrr want to loose my baby , he is my everythingggg . you know maybe thats my problem , im putting him on a higher pedastool than my self & grades . but being that im a strong young lady . I WILL GET THROUGH THIS ! & over-come any obstacle that is being put in my way !

- shyshy (:

Sunday, November 29, 2009

my first fb notee ; ' cuffing season '



winter is coming upon us which means its getting cold .
lately all ive been seeing in my news feed is relationships . so im guessing winter is cuffing season ! (:

- ladiess letss hold on to our men & men lets hold on to our ladies !

nobody wants to be alone :(

remember the key to a SUCESSFUL relationship is COMMUNICATION !

talk to your significant other , dont always assume the worst or off the back your setting yourself & your relationship up for failure !

YESS times are going to get hard , BUT you dont want to let a good thing go or have to wonder to yourself ' wat if ' if you let them go . thats not a good feeling .

now im not saying that you NEED somebody but its always nice to have somebody there for you that you can depend on making you happy no matter the emotion or mood !

- TRUST ! is also a pass down the road of sucess . ; now iknow many of you are thinkin about past relationships & how you put all your trust in them & you ended up getting hurt ! but you have to burry the hatchets & move on ! thats what makes you STRONGER ! you can NOT dwell on your past because that is messing up your potential future & thats also not fair to your spouse !

soo everybody that has ben cuffed iwish you the absolute best in your relationships & lets make this thing work !





& to my boyfriend ; iloveeeee you babyy ! (:

-shylece(:

random thingss on my mind ;

- himm

- ihate norcross !

- food ( oreos )

- christmass

- 2011 (:

- the futuree .

- what am iguna wear tomorrow ??

- GRADESSSS !!!



Friday, November 27, 2009

word to momss♥

ok , iwould like to start off by thanking alisha wilson (:
she was the inspiration for me creating this thing !
OK . my first blog if for my mother & all the other strong mothers out there in this world . ;;
15 years of age my mother constance walker got pregnant unexpectedly with me .
now at that age i would imagine the emotions that were running through her head about having her first child . yes there was thought about abortion but by the grace of god she decided to go through with her pregnancy & have me ! (:
my mother is the ONLY women that i look up to & will forever thank !
i have seen her struggle , cry , smile , run , shout , scream , fight , car accidents , police , getting arrested ! everything you can imagine she has been through it & she is STILL standing , for her three children with a (: on her face !
me , I'm not the best child In the world & Ive put my mother through alot of shxt , from getting suspended multiple times , penal hearing , sex at a young age , thought i was pregnant , running away , fighting , getting arrested , staying out late , talking back , failing classes , & through EVERYTHG that i put her through she stands by my side & takes the steps of life with me . without passing judgement on my actions .
she is more than just my mother , she is my bestfriend ! the only person in this world who i know is always going to be there for me . i call she's on her way no questions asked couldn't ask for anything better .
she makes sure that im happy before she is .
there are many people out in this world who do not have a mother for whatever reasons , but the point of this is hold on to your mother , dont disrespect or mistreat her because you never know when you are going to need her the most or when she will be gone .
♥ you mommy !